Kitrina

[Kitrina]

Tori Amos - "Northern Lad"
A way to look at her relationship with Chris.


Had a northern lad,
Well, not exactly had.
He moved like the sunset
God, who painted that?
First he love my accent,
How his knees could bend.
I thought we'd be okay,
Me and my molasses.

But I feel something's wrong,
But I fell this cake just isn't done.
Don't say that you--
Don't...

And if you could see me now,
Said if you could see me now...
Girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page,
When you're only wet because of the rain.

He don't show much these days.
It gets so fucking cold.
I loved his secret places, but I can't go anymore
"You change like sugar cane,"
Says me northern lad.
I guess you go too far when pianos try to be guitars.

I feel the west in you,
And I feel it falling apart, too.
Don't say that you--
Don't...

And if you could see me now,
Said if you could see me now...
Girls, you've got to know when it's time to turn the page,
When you're only wet because of the rain.
When you're only wet because of the rain.


What do you guys think..?

[Kitrina]

Ani DiFranco - "Slide"

she was hungry, so hungry
she was trying to think clear
she kept opening the fridge door
staring at the mustard and the beer

then finally she went out into the rain
carrying her bicycle chain
and her feet were the pedals
while her appetite steered
and after that she just followed her nose
and fate is not just
whose cooking smells good
but which way the wind blows

she lay down in her party dress
and never got up
needless to say
she missed the party
she just got sad
then she got stuck

she was bending like something brittle trying hard to bend
she was numb with the terror of losing her best friend
we never see things changing
we only see them ending

and some vicious whispering voice kept saying
you have no choice
you have....

'cause when I look at you I squint
you are that beautiful
and my pussy is a tractor, and this is a tractor pull
and I am haunted by my illicit exquisite dream
but I can't really wake up so I just drift in between
thinking the glass is half-empty,
and thinking it's not quite full

the pouring rain is no place for a bicycle ride
try to hit the brakes and you slide
slide
slide
slide

the pouring rain is no place for a bicycle ride
try to hit the brakes and you
slide
slide
slide
slide
slide
slide
slide
slide
slide....

[Kitrina]

Bjork - "Hyperballad"
Two ways to look at this song for Kitrina--one) past: relationship with Chris is hard, but her codependency keeps her with him despite the pain, a forced thought that all was well ignoring suicidal ideation, and two) current: liking Munkustrap, still having fears of her past with Chris, not sure what the deal with Munk actually is, but not caring because she feels safe.


we live on a mountain right at the top
there's a beautiful view from the top of the mountain
every morning i walk towards the edge and throw little things off
like: car-parts, bottles and cutlery, or whatever i find lying around

it's become a habit,
a way to start the day

i go through this before you wake up
so i can feel happier to be safe up here with you

it's real early morning, no one is awake
i'm back at my cliff still throwing things off
i listen to the sounds they make on their way down
i follow with my eyes 'til they crash,
imagine what my body would sound like slamming against those rocks
and when it lands,
will my eyes be closed or open?

i'll go through all this before you wake up
so i can feel happier to be safe up here with you